• Moods

    An Unexpected Hiatus

    In case you hadn’t noticed, I’ve been AWOL for a few months. I don’t want to go into detail about the situation just now but again I have been trying to deal with something from my past. A wrong that had been done to me a long, LONG time ago caused me untold emotional issues.  I apologise for the vagueness of this post. I tried to reach out to the person involved to try and put this to rest so I could move on with my life and start afresh after all these years but this person wouldn’t help me with any resolution. I really hope this won’t continue to impact…

  • Moods,  Random

    And on the 50th Day, she made coffee!

    Behold!!! Coffee has once again graced my life and I can function as the best introvert I can possibly be! And I am drinking and drinking, and drinking – I can’t get enough. As you see my new little darling on the left is supplying me with my caffeine fix daily, well, perhaps hourly. I haven’t given up on tea, I have tea time during the day and night, and coffees in the middle. You may wonder how all this caffeine will affect me? Not much tbh, I’m one of those lucky ones who doesn’t end up wired from drinking it all day. I do get an energy boost with…

  • Moods

    What Goes Up, Must Come Down

    I appear to dislike this time of year or this time of year dislikes me. I feel like crud at the moment, my mood has been down for a few days. Today is dad’s birthday, he would have been 77 but he will always remain a young 72. And because of today, I wondered if this is the reason for my low mood and it struck me that I’ve considered this before, around the same time of the year. I’m missing dad, it’s around his birthday – makes sense. Then I discovered on Facebook that the drops in my mood happening around this time of year were happening before dad…

  • Moods

    Recurring dreams and other annoyances

    I’m having a bad day today. My mind is whirling and I’m thinking all the thoughts. I have a number of things that I want to do and other things I could do but I’m stuck in a sea of thoughts and lethargy.  Friends, this is really sucky. My mind is often full of thoughts, it’s how I roll, but when the thoughts start to highlight what isn’t quite working in my life they can get overwhelming. And here I am today.  I think what has contributed in a major way is a recurring dream I’ve been having over the last few months. I don’t usually give my dreams much…