• Moods

    Recurring dreams and other annoyances

    I’m having a bad day today. My mind is whirling and I’m thinking all the thoughts. I have a number of things that I want to do and other things I could do but I’m stuck in a sea of thoughts and lethargy.  Friends, this is really sucky. My mind is often full of thoughts, it’s how I roll, but when the thoughts start to highlight what isn’t quite working in my life they can get overwhelming. And here I am today.  I think what has contributed in a major way is a recurring dream I’ve been having over the last few months. I don’t usually give my dreams much…

  • Introvert

    I’d Rather Eat Broken Glass

    When logged in here, the dashboard shows events or meet-ups for those who blog using WordPress. I had a brief moment of insanity the other day when I thought, “hey, that could be handy, I could learn something.” And then when I thought about it further, I decided it wasn’t something that would be good for me. Not only would I be among a group of people who know each other already, none that I knew personally, I’d have to do that small talk thing. Fuck that! I would rather eat my own eyeball. All the questions:  What do you do? Where do you live? What’s your blog about?  

  • Introvert

    Instant Extrovert – Just Add Alcohol

    For most of my late teens and early adult life, I thought I was an extrovert. Those who knew me back then would probably have thought the same. I was wrong. My doctor thought I had bipolar disorder during these same years. He was wrong. When the reality hit me that I was living a lie and I was in fact, an introvert, my world changed in the most dramatic and slightly wonderful way. So what the hell had I been doing wrong all these years? Instant extrovert, just add alcohol. Ohhh. Ah! In my teens when I started experimenting with various things like alcohol, I found it offered me…